“I have a hard time letting go of people who aren’t right for me. My heart clings onto unresolved relationships like a cub would with its mother. I inhabit a lonely room between what I want and what is right. I grow nostalgic and grieve my losses long before I let go. I am endlessly looking at myself from the future, wishing my dignity kicked in a little sooner.”— How I feel today, journal 13 January 2019
